,. bend sinister

[daisy van buren]

_{LOL. apologize for what?!}

[caesar mccarthy]

what do you think, marrying finch!

[daisy van buren]

_{remember when you thought it was a good idea to propose to vegas in high school? (lol @ how that never happened, who would have thought?!) you never said sorry, all you did was give me every reason why i'd be an awful friend if i didn't go!}

[caesar mccarthy]

i was a teenager, making stupid mistakes when you're seventeen is forgivable! marrying someone for the lolz when you're twenty-something is not comparable.

[daisy van buren]

_{it is comparable though. i was obsessed with you! so that made it worst, so if anything.. i did deserve an apology then!}

[caesar mccarthy]

you know i was obsessed with you, i'd have done anything you asked! in fact, if i weren't so obsessed you veg and i probably would have tied the knot. so you owe me about a million apologies. but i'll let you get off with just the one because i'm nice like that.

[daisy van buren]

_{that's a dead lie, you can say that now because you can't go back and change anything. but that's literally the biggest bull shit i've ever heard in my life! i was actually the most pathetic girl, i'm even cringing thinking about how much i told you i loved you more than anyone, i wanted to be with you, yada fucking yada. and if that wasn't as much of a request, i don't know what would have been. so you wouldn't have done anything i asked. so don't even try to start with some you did everything for me talk because i don't want to hear it! with that, not saying sorry for anything.}

[caesar mccarthy]

what reason have i got to lie? you're acting like i didn't reciprocate it every single time, and you know all too fucking well that i did. this is such a joke, why won't you just admit it?

[daisy van buren]

_{.. the reason is that it's easier to say when the time has come and gone! there's absolutely nothing that can be done about it now. ahahahahah, omg you did not! that's what makes it so embarrassing. i mean yea, once or twice you did. 99% of the time you were the biggest dick in the world. i like that you're calling my marriage a joke while it's the only thing that's lasted since high school, look how long our friendship lasted afterward!}

[caesar mccarthy]

you were worse, you paraded archer and atticus and beau right in my fucking face, knowing it cut me up every time. if i was hesitant to say i love you - and, honestly, you're giving me too much credit in saying that i was - it was because i was sick to death of your constant gameplaying. our friendship was a joke too, that better? and my relationship with vegas, and even my friendship with finch. happy now?

[daisy van buren]

_{you're so dumb and annoying. you would turn this into me doing everything wrong, yet you're actively blocking everything that actually happened out. i cheated on every single one of them with you, and then to make matters worst, wouldn't even get back together with atticus for a good year just to see if you would come around and own up to all the bull shit you would talk! as for game playing, again.. all you! yep, thank you for that. it's all a fucking joke. ecstatic.}

[caesar mccarthy]

let's go for a drink.

[daisy van buren]

_{no, i'm actually just getting started!}

[caesar mccarthy]

you can continue over alcohol, i'm sure it'll help.

[daisy van buren]

_{i used to have a notebook, where i wrote down everything you said to me that was most special. wanna hear what number one was?}