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Post by theodore nichols on Mar 27, 2011 22:23:22 GMT -5
---i want you all the time.
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Post by ithika forsyth on Mar 27, 2011 22:26:18 GMT -5
i really, really want to not want you. so fucking bad it's annoying.
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Post by theodore nichols on Mar 27, 2011 22:27:34 GMT -5
---don't bother fighting it, it just unnecessarily complicates things. i really fucking hate it when you avoid me.
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Post by ithika forsyth on Mar 27, 2011 22:31:48 GMT -5
but it's really not fair to you or me or anyone involved. i really hate avoiding you, but it's really hard not to when i feel like i'm a traitor everytime i'm near you!
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Post by theodore nichols on Mar 27, 2011 22:35:02 GMT -5
---but you can't help it, i can't help it, we can't do anything about it! i really can't lose you as a friend, ithika, i'd go insane.
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Post by ithika forsyth on Mar 27, 2011 22:38:25 GMT -5
it doesn't make it any better, though. i feel like i'm leading a double life or something and it sucks. i don't get how you can be so okay with being my friend, i really don't!
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Post by theodore nichols on Mar 27, 2011 22:40:30 GMT -5
---i'm sorry for starting all this shit, i really am. i'm not okay with it, but when it's friend or nothing, friend seems like a good choice.
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Post by ithika forsyth on Mar 27, 2011 22:43:34 GMT -5
it's not all your fault, i should of left things alone and not said anything about my feelings. we would've been fine. it's not like i have much of a choice so i'll try not to avoid you, i'm just not going to promise to be at the wedding.
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Post by theodore nichols on Mar 27, 2011 22:45:02 GMT -5
---you're too good for this, you know that right? you should find someone who won't fuck you around.
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Post by ithika forsyth on Mar 27, 2011 22:49:05 GMT -5
yeah, well, i have a really bad habit of doing what i know is bad for me, but i don't have a choice, you know? you're getting married. i feel really shitty that zivi doesn't even know what he's walked into, annie's so excited for the wedding, and everything is just fucked. don't worry, though, i'll watch moulin rouge with isaiah, sob for awhile when satine dies, and be totally happy tomorrow!
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Post by theodore nichols on Mar 28, 2011 6:12:04 GMT -5
---you didn't ask to be a mother any more than he asked to be a father, it's as much a heavy responsibility for you as it is for him. you don't mean isiah valensi?!
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Post by ithika forsyth on Mar 28, 2011 11:00:11 GMT -5
not even the point! yeah, you know, the italian boy with the adorable smile?
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Post by theodore nichols on Mar 28, 2011 16:14:44 GMT -5
---he's my cousin. don't get involved with him.
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Post by ithika forsyth on Mar 28, 2011 16:16:22 GMT -5
am i not allowed to be friends with people in your family now?
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Post by theodore nichols on Mar 28, 2011 16:18:07 GMT -5
---friends, yeah. but he'll try to make it more than that and it'll seem genuine - don't take it seriously.
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