Post by louisa cosgrove on Apr 6, 2011 16:49:40 GMT -5
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[/i] lela lourdes lafemina.full name,
nicknames, [/i] n/a.
birthday, [/i] 05/03/89.
hometown, [/i] los angeles, ca/usa.
--- my mother thinks i am...[/i][/color]
lela has always been something else, and unfortunately, i mean that in the least endearing way possible. we've always had a solid him, frank and i, with lela, adeline, and florian, frank has always done exceptionally well, the children have always gotten what they wanted, we rarely ever fought, and if we did, never in front of the kids. but lela never could accept that. it was as if she thought her life was too good and she didn't deserve it, and because of that, she started making issues out of nothing. we'd all be out for dinner and it could be completely silent, yet her father had yelled at her and she'd throw a fit, or she could just barely fill out a size two, and she was too fat. you see, making issues out of absolutely nothing. at first it was something i'd assumed she'd grow out of, but she's twenty-one and is doing the same thing. when she was scouted to do some modeling straight out of senior year, i told myself it'd do her all the best in the world. that she'd finally have something to work for, that she needed some responsibility, instead of having everything handed to her.. but i think that was her turn for the worst. she denied the drugs, the girls, everything.. but she failed to recognize that running around in a certain crowd would make well for photographers, and we saw her every move. it broke my heart, but it was all so far out of my control.
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all of the lafemina's were smart, from florian all the way down to adeline, even lela was very bright. it was obviously something they'd all inherited i'd realized once i came to teach lela. they could all give in virtually no effort, and get by with a's, or b's here and there. but despite her grades, she wasn't a favorite to teach. there was constant bickering that even several demerits wouldn't stop, and after while, it was her father's money that kept her a place in school. i'd always wanted to blame her for this, but once the parent's let her drop out of school her senior year to start "modeling" i'd realized it was them, that's no life job, and now she will never have a real job without a high school diploma!
--- my best friend claims i'm...[/i][/color]
when lela and i were in school together, it was pretty inevitable that we'd be associated with each other. she was the hottest girl in class - nah, in the whole school - and i was a notorious smartass, and both of those that got us both a fair bit of attention. so yeah, we found ourselves in the same group. the rest have died off, but i couldn't live without lee! she's my right hand man, the bonnie to my clyde. that's such an overused comparison, but it really fits with us. she gets me in a lot of trouble, and i guess i return the favor. we start shit is basically what i'm saying. she's one of the guys, which is another cliche... i don't know why i keep using such typical lines to describe her, 'cause typical is the last word you'd use when you're talkin' bout lela. you know how when you're hanging out with a girl you sorta censor yourself? you might talk about sex, you might even joke about your dick, but you're not gonna go into detail about how you pounded some girl the night before, are ya? you're not gonna complain about going down on her, or get into the detail about how she went down on you. well that's not true of lela, 'cause she's filthier than the rest of us combined. i swear to god, she manages the impossible - she acts totally unladylike in every way, and yet keeps some of that allure she's got, is still the sexiest woman alive! she's pretty much perfect. we're just friends though. girl couldn't commit if she tried, and i wouldn't ask her to. not like i'm interested.
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i'd been with guys before, a lot of them, but never a girl. not until i met lela, she was my first everything with a girl. lay, and girlfriend, though i was only her first real girlfriend. it was something i'd wanted and tried to press on her, which i should have realized was wrong from the very start, but in the moment i just wanted it so bad that i wasn't thinking clear. i never really felt safe in her bed, but i wanted her to feel safe in mind. and i think that suffocated her a bit, it wasn't long before she wouldn't answer her phone for days at a time, and when she did she'd only tell me that i'd annoyed her and to lay off for awhile. and i just wasn't going to put up with that. there are just some people you can't shake, and i think she was one of them. she was very set in her ways with every little thing she did, like sleeping on the right side of the bed no matter what or wear, only using sap moss shampoo and conditioner, seemingly little things that turned into bigger things. waking up and doing far too many lines, not going to bed unless she'd had half a bottle of tequila.. it was just too much to handle.
--- i've always thought of myself as...[/i][/color]
i don't know, i don't typically think of myself in any other way shape or form other than human.. that's the most awkward thing i've ever been asked!
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