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Post by anthony marx on Oct 4, 2011 20:15:00 GMT -5
i don't think you comprehend that there's nothing to be ruined here. i get it, you feel like an asshole, she's one of your best friends. but you don't have to, it's not your fault anyways, if she ever even found out - which she won't - i'd take the blame.
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Post by elise dane on Oct 4, 2011 22:10:31 GMT -5
i feel like an ass not just because of that. but because of how i felt after. oh shut up, you know i wouldn’t let you take the blame.
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Post by anthony marx on Oct 6, 2011 17:13:05 GMT -5
how did you feel after? what's that supposed to mean?! no i'm being serious, there's no need for you to have any of it. you weren't in a relationship with her, you don't owe her.
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Post by elise dane on Oct 6, 2011 20:32:09 GMT -5
i… don’t know how to explain, never mind. i owe her something, but i guess not as much as i originally thought.
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Post by anthony marx on Oct 7, 2011 15:54:31 GMT -5
you can't just nevermind saying something like that, asshole. yea it's me who did, so no worries, i'd just have to bare her wrath and hope she doesn't chop my dick off!
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Post by elise dane on Oct 7, 2011 20:23:50 GMT -5
it's not like you're saying either! but it was something i'd rather tell you in person, okay? at least i think i should. idk anymore. it was originally why i wanted you to come over though. literally would be a tragedy if true! what are you going to tell her though, if you had to?
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Post by anthony marx on Oct 9, 2011 21:23:38 GMT -5
i'm not the one who began saying something and outright stopped in the midst of it! well you've got to be a bit more clear, do you want me to come by or no? do you want to say it or no? because you're being a bit of a mind fuck right now. i don't know, i mean at the end of the day she's been fucking weird for months. not that that makes it ok, but i have no idea. i guess that i cheated on her, and lie about who with? or does that make matters worst?
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Post by elise dane on Oct 9, 2011 22:56:16 GMT -5
yea, well, i’m no good at this, so be prepared to be annoyed with me for a bit longer! but yes, i do want you to come over. it’ll be better that way i guess. weird for months? well.. i might know why. i don’t know, i mean i guess it all depends if you thought it was a mistake or not. but in any case, she'll attack me for answers because she knows i know you best.
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Post by anthony marx on Oct 11, 2011 16:00:54 GMT -5
you know i'm not annoyed with you, you were only annoying when you tried to pull the ignore card. i get that you can't talk about things, but it's me, i want to be there for you. i'm gonna be at the office late tonight but i'll swing by right after, do you want anything? telling me might be a good idea before i go make a dick of myself. i don't regret it, at all, which would probably eliminate the mistake option. just say we haven't talked, i'm serious elise. i don't want to get you in the middle of this more than she'll already put you there.
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Post by elise dane on Oct 11, 2011 20:47:18 GMT -5
stop being so sweet, you’re making me miss you more. but i know you want to be, and i do tell you mostly everything, you know that. it’s just me being emotionally weird i guess. idk, i feel like i’ve been fucking pmsing after what happened, going through tissues, watching dirty dancing and eating chocolate ice cream, it’s that embarrassing. you being here would definitely help fix things i'm sure. no, i’m okay. unless you’re offering chinese food? i think nat’s been using you… from the way she talks of you sometimes, it just, it pisses me off. i don’t think she appreciates who she has. ...then i’m not crazy to say it felt oddly right either. you don’t have to protect me, anthony.
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Post by anthony marx on Oct 12, 2011 17:13:18 GMT -5
fine, consider me done! i guess i've been weird too, but i wouldn't call it pmsing. because i definitely haven't been sitting around eating my feelings and crying to sad movies. but either way, see, could have told me these things. at least you wouldn't have to sit and watch the bull shit alone. well i'll take that as a hint, take out it is! i'm not saying she's not, but what even for? i mean it's not like i'm the richest guy in new york with everything going for me. don't get me wrong, i'm not looking for a compliment or shit like that. but just using for what? nahh, not one bit crazy. i do though, you can kinda be a fucking idiot sometimes.
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Post by elise dane on Oct 12, 2011 21:31:41 GMT -5
too late, the damage is done! what did you do? i could have used a few hugs after but i figured it was something i didn't want you to see me like. my stubbornness i guess. the way she acts like she can use you for whatever, and to just say she can have you and toss you aside when she gets bored.. you don't deserve that bullshit. she should be telling you that you're worth more than any rich man anyway. hey now, i can be impulsive sometimes.. but that doesn't mean i'm an idiot!
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Post by anthony marx on Oct 12, 2011 21:36:27 GMT -5
i just can't really stop thinking about you. yea well you know what they say about assuming! not too surprised to hear that, but that's how it's been. i was more into her from the start, so i dunno, it's whatever. it used to piss me off, but it's just not even worth it anymore. waiiit, sometimes? don't try to write it off as sometimes. 99.9% of the time.
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Post by elise dane on Oct 12, 2011 22:14:10 GMT -5
yea? you aren't alone there. i haven't been able sleep, it doesn't feel right being alone. ugh, i'm so sorry anthony. really i am... i want to fix this for you. what can i do? guess this means you should probably be around me more, just in case at some moment i decide to do something stupid. like my alcohol intake!
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Post by anthony marx on Oct 13, 2011 14:55:32 GMT -5
well what are you doing later tonight? it's not your fault, seriously, don't apologize. i'm really not even stressing out about her. and i mean, yea i feel like a dick but it is what it is. so seriously, don't apologize- that's what you can do. oh god, don't start with that shit right now. i'll actually have to kill you!
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