Post by phin on Mar 23, 2011 1:21:46 GMT -5
[/i]erin, sid ellisdon, resident
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[/i] phineas anthony blackwell.full name,
nicknames, [/i] phin.
birthday, [/i] 06/16/88.
hometown, [/i] bristol, england.
--- my father thinks i am...[/i][/color]
"he's an absolute a piece of shit. completely like me, i'd reckon. his mother thinks the sun rises and falls on the damn kid, though. i've rarely heard a bad word said about him from family, not even from his sisters. in reality, though, he isn't the lad everyone paints him to be. he has issues, loads of them. where they came from, who knows, but he's got them. raising him was practically a career; taking him to and from his psychiatrist, having to deal with his dramatic mood swings - it was a crock of shit. the ironic thing is that he thinks he's so much better than myself. in his eyes, he's a god and i'm nothing but a lowly mortal. he believes he'll never disgrace himself but he will. it's only a matter of time."
--- at school they always used to say...[/i][/color]
"he's weird, right? like, really weird. you know that scene in transformers when shia is freaking out? having phin in my class was akin to that. he always had these random outbursts and he was so intense about everything. he also made the rest of us look like fucking morons. i think he had a problem. like, a real one. maybe he was autistic. he didn't really speak to me or anyone else, for that matter. he was always the last one in the class and the first one out. nobody ever really got to know him."
--- my best friend claims i'm...[/i][/color]
"phin's really troubled. that sounds a bit intriguing and a bit cryptic, which is exactly how he is. he's a writer, so he's got that eloquence down pat, but there's something about him that's just so awkward. he's uncomfortable in his own skin, i think, but that could be attributed to his disorder. he suffers from manic depression. i know, you wouldn't expect it since he hides it fairly well, but once you get to know him, it's really obvious. he's a good guy, though, phin is. he's just got some issues that he needs to get sorted out."
--- my ex is biased, but...[/i][/color]
"i don't think i can even say phin and i ever dated. he was never really around in that way. yeah, he'd come over whenever i asked, he'd take me out and everything, but he wouldn't talk to me. he was always detached in some manner; no matter what i tried, i could never get him to open up to me. and then, there's that girl his brother told me about. yeah, gregory told me about dasia. apparently, she messed him up bad. from what his brother said, phin used to be really relationship-oriented or something. which, i guess, i can see. he's a real sweet guy and he's great in bed. he just isn't exactly the easiest guy to get to commit."
--- i've always thought of myself as...[/i][/color]
"saying i'm a writer should clear this all up, right? i'm typical. i'm cryptic, eloquent, full of mystery and loss. but that's what you'd expect because, well, look at me. take a look at my face. even if i hadn't opened my mouth, you would be judging me. you would think i was someone dangerous, a little rough around the edges. and i'd say you were right, because i am. i've been this way since dasia and even before then. the things i've experienced, the problems i deal with - they all make me into this person who i can't explain. despite what i do, speaking about myself has never been my strong suit."
all in all, i am... [/i] intelligent, restless, easily bothered, quiet, and private.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/sub][/font]